Correction.

I had this super long post all written and posted.  I deleted it. Reasons?

1. it was full of complaining.. I hate complaining
2. I am blessed to be a mom. many can't have babies and i shouldn't complain about being a mother
3. How dare I complain about my petty little worries and gripes when some people have SO much more to deal with?
4. I didn't do it to "save face" I don't care what people think to be honest.
5. I love my boys and would hate for them to read that someday down the line and wonder if I do love them. Sad