Amazing

It is such a truly amazing experience being pregnant. Yes this one has been really painful physically and emotionally (crazy moods). But times like right now sitting by myself on the couch with no distractions (besides reading blogs) and just feeling my little son move. It is just a spectacular feeling. I can just sit here and Creighton makes my stomach jump. I never had that with Cayden - or at least I don't remember. Creighton is constantly moving and its crazy to see my stomach move. I thought that would never happen since I'm not the skinniest. But I love it and when it starts happening, I stop what I'm doing and just put my hands where he is and just feel him move and move.

I am a very lucky person. I'm lucky that I am able to get pregnant. As much as I complain and whine, I truly feel so blessed for being pregnant and the ability to get pregnant. I also feel so blessed that my Heavenly Father has entrusted in me 2 of his children. That is so special to me.

I know there are so many women out there that want to be a mom and to be pregnant so badly. I wish I could somehow give them all babies and give them the most precious gift! But I don't think my body could handle it - or me.

I pray that I can be the best mom possible to both my sons. I'm so excited to embark on this new chapter in our little family. Now I just have to be patient and wait 48 more days til this little man is due. I think I can make it ;)