Thursday, October 2

I'm all alone...

There's no one here beside me...

And what a weird feeling this is. My wonderful sister in law Cindy has been willing to watch Cayden since Adam and I's schedules overlap. And she's taking him to the zoo! And I have an hour and 45minutes all by myself.

Boy.. what to do.. Clean? nah... Blog? YAY!! Haha.. This is so weird I've never been alone without going to work.. :) So I'm going to enjoy it. THANK YOU CINDY :)

Work is going good. I'm failing alot of the training tests but they say its normal to do each test at least 3 or 4 times.. Which is where I am at. It's good cause the more I fail the more it sinks in on what I'm trying to learn. So for now, this week, I'm okay with failing. But it is hard to except.

The keyboard is so different. I'm so used to spacing between words and numbers in a street address or anything really.. But now that I'm trying to type normally I keep referring to the rules that I have to do there. Like I keep not spacing.. And the ENTER button on a regular keyboard is CLEAR on theirs.. So confusing at first. And DELETE is GO.. don't wanna press that too soon or I don't get the reading done and go straight to tests! Not cool..

I also can't talk to anyone except the trainers while in the training room. And if you know me, its really hard to not talk or make comments.. But I think I'll survive.

Cayden has switched to whole milk - I know before he's one.. oh no!! But he has adapted to the milk REAL good. He loves the stuff. He has it when he eats PB&J sandwiches with me for lunch.. Gasp.. PB before one too!? I know I know.. I'm a horrible mommy.. But I tried a little at first and waited for a reaction for a couple days - when I saw none (same with the milk..) - so I decided he's good for a PB&J.. Its a staple now! :) He's loving the big people food that he's been having lately. I've also got him some of those Graduates meals. Just today though, so we haven't tried them yet. But I'm excited for him to try some of them. They even look yummy for mommy :) He's growing up so fast.. I can't even believe it. He has SUCH a personality.. And he knows he's cute and funny. he does the face in this picture :OFTEN and knows it just CRACKS mommy and daddy up! Its great. I absolutely love being a mom and I miss him SO much when I go to work. I think he misses me too. Its been rough for him (only a little - cause he still loves daddy so much!!! he's so fun..) since I've started working at 6pm. But He'll get used to it and after next friday it'll be at 7pm! A little better :)

All in all.. I cannot complain.. Great Husband Cute as all get out Son..

Could life get any better? I submit that it cannot!!!

1 comments:

Hannah said...

Oh, you and your sweet family are SO CUTE!! I'm so glad that you are enjoying your new job and especially your new hours!! It'll be a great job for you! And NO, you're NOT A BAD MOM!! I think it's fine that Cayden loves milk and PB&J!! That's John J's favorite too!! I'M LOVING YOUR BLOG!!