So today's my due date! And still no baby.. but that's okay.. I'm not gonna stress out about figuring out if different things are signs of labor or what not.. I'm just gonna try to relax while I'm waiting for Tuesday.. Which I'm very nervous about!! But I know I'll be alright.. :)
General Conference is this weekend and I'm excited to watch! Too bad Adam works through both of the sessions on both days! But thats okay.. I'm excited to see who will make up the rest of First Presidency.. He's actually doing it now..
The new Second Counselor is Henry B. Eyring! I love this church and how it works!
This will be short since I wanna go back to watching.. but I needed to vent.. About the bad news!
Adam just called me from work to let me know that his so called promised time off for the baby is getting shortened AGAIN!!! Yesterday I found out he can't take the Monday off before the baby and he had to work that Saturday after the baby.. Now I learn that the stupid manager can't find anyone of the meat cutters to take his place on Friday.. So great.. Adam will only get three days off.. The actual birth, and two days after.. I cried and cried and cried.. And I'm near the verge of tears again.. I'm not happy about this! I understand that meat cutters have been trained to do their job and that no one can really replace Adam.. But still.. Its our FIRST baby.. our Son is being born! But I guess the somewhat good news is He will have Sunday and Monday off.. But that just doesn't seem right to me.. He was promised 5 days of in a row.. Now they're just split up.. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal.. but to me, it is.. I was excited to have those days with him and now I just got let down.. I don't like when things don't go my way.. I just pray that there are no complications cause I couldn't handle them by myself without Adam.. He is my rock and I'd be a mess without him!
But I'm not thinking that way.. I'm thinking of the positive from now on.. He WILL have those three days off then work two days, then have another two days off.. My mom will be up here as well!! And that makes it better.. Cause I don't think I could handle my first baby all by myself!! I'm very grateful for any of the time my mom will be able to spend up here.. I just pray its longer than three days!! Cause I definitely don't think I can be alone just after three days!!
Well I should probably go get some Spiritual Enlightenment! I need a spirit lift right about now..
Good and Wise Parents
1 year ago
1 comments:
I'm so sorry that Adam has to go back to work. I know that you're disappointed. But I'm proud of you for trying to see the positive side too. You're a sweetheart. I'm glad that you love your sweet hubby so much! I just hope that I'm not in the way while I'm up there. I do plan on staying for a little over a week, if that's okay (Monday evening to the next Tuesday or Wednesday) - or I can wait and come up when Adam has to go back to work, if that would be better for you... Just let me know.
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