I haven't even reached my due date.. but I feel like I have!! I feel huge and preggo and not good!!
Yesterday I was having lots of pain in my pelvis area and after talking to mom.. I swear I walked a mile!! She told me to walk and walk and grin and bear it to break my water.. Trust me Mom I walked til my legs were sore!! And i walked up and down my hall.. And outside in the cold!! But.. yet still here I am!
I really didn't want to come to work.. I mean I don't do much but sit and type and answer the phone.. but I am still somewhat training the new receptionist, and I can't stand her! I know thats mean but our personalities just clash! Really bad! And now the other employees are going to her to make the proposals I've already done for them "more creative" and I'm not okay with that! I don't think I'm coming back, I'm not being dumb or anything. But everyone has treated me differently since she got here. She's like 53 or something and "more experienced." Which is not true, she doesn't understand a LOT of things that happen.. But anyway.. I'm just really ready for a BREAK and for my son to come!!
I can already tell today is going to stink. I'm already on the verge of tears cause the sales people don't want me to do their proposals anymore.. I don't feel needed.. and I feel really pukey.. I want to be home sleeping or in labor!! I feel really off today.. Like almost an out of body experience. I really wish I could figure out why I'm not going into labor.. He feels HUGE! but.. I still have twelve days til my due date.. Hopefully that goes fast, or its tonight!
Wow.. I don't feel good.. I need to find some water and relax.. Maybe I'll just go home! I'd be okay with that too! Whew..
Good and Wise Parents
1 year ago
1 comments:
Awww...honey!
Im sorry things are so crappy for you! The last part of pregnancy is the worst, especially the waiting. But you just have to take each day at a time!
Don't do too much! Speaking from experience, I walked and walked, and nothing happened and I was just dang worn out by the time Bella came....
So just take it easy, relax, don't let people upset you...it's probably that they see you're uncomfortable and want to give you a break from work! So, they are giving everything to this other chick. You must have trained her really well if they trust her enough to give jobs to her.
Keep your head up, the end is very near. Don't concentrate too much on whats NOT happening! Breathe in the good energy so Cayden can feel it! :)
I LOVE YOU!!!
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