Waiting

So here comes the point where I just have to wait for Cayden to come. I still have 5 weeks and 4 days, or 39 days.

Days are getting hard to work (cause of the pain in my stomach and the pain in my butt.. co worker). I just want Cayden to come! But I also want him to be healthy! So I know he'll come when he comes and when he's supposed to come!

I'm sick of work. I'm sick of waiting. I'm sick of not being able to sleep comfortablely! I want my son here! I want to be able to know what he looks like. I want to be smaller again! Definitely not skinny, but smaller :)

But there are people here at work that I love! They are so nice.. but I'm ready for a 4 week break. When I think about my past jobs, this job has been the one that I've been at the LONGEST! I've worked here since February 5th. Well wait a minute.. September 5th (next week) I'll have been here for 7 months!! Wow.. Sad and pathetic.. but wow! I plan on being here for quite a while, unless I can find an at home job.. But I love the people (i'm just getting tired of being tired and useless cause I don't feel good..) and the work..

Anyway.. I don't have much to say.. Today stinks.. and I'm trying to make it better.. but thank goodness Adam's off today! He'll make me happy..